Jul. 24th, 2011 | 12:44 am

Fuck. I fucking feel so alone right now. It doesnt help that I AM isolating myself.
Isolating myself from the people that care about me.
I am mad because the people I want to care, doesnt quite do. I know they do.
but I feel like they dont.

I'm just mad that I feel like my whole world is crumbling down, but its not.
Its not really crumbling.
Alot of things have felt like its come and gone.
Things crumble. Cracks keep getting bigger and bigger.
When will it completely break.

When would I completely break.

I cant stand this self loathing. This anger. This issues. These dramas.

I want to forget about you, but I know its only because I'm mad that you're not here.
your not here because you dont know what to do. Or say.
All I need you to do is.........

what am I gonna do.
where am i going to go?
where is my life going to lead me too....