Jul. 26th, 2011 | 02:10 am

Out of touch out of touch
I just feel so out of touch with everything
I should get over this tiny little pity party I'm having for myself
I kinda miss those days when I get hooked onto an anime series
lately that hasnt happened. I havent quite found a series that I am endearing
towards /:

and I also kinda cant help but feel left behind by all my friends
lawl. Coz their all in this crazy otaku spree mode
I've been loosing touch with anime more and more lately
maybe its because I've been so down in the runt with life beating me up
you'd think that watching anime or reading mangas would be what would help
distract me. LAwl. Iunno I just cant seem to get hooked into any of the
new series lately. Ive been watching Phantom of the Inferno.
Based on the old dating sim/novel game on the ps2. So far so good.

I've been trying to play games but hasnt quite kept my attention for too long either
iunno. I've been watching this teen Drama called "make it or break it"
not bad of a show considering they took away The L word on Netflix xDll
oh my guilty pleasures.

I wont lie, those tumbling girls are good at what they do and the discipline
to stay that tiny and train day in and out is almost kinda inspiring /:
yeah now that I'm back to part-time work, I want to grind down again and
see if I can sweat up a storm at the gym while I have my mornings off
while waiting for job openings /: *siiiigh*

i keep trying but I can never discipline myself to stay long enough
lawl. I need to try harder. /:

I'm so sick of writing cover letters and etc lawl coz I feel like it snot good enough
xD!;;

man, I keep telling my friend I am worth for something better. But i wonder
when would that be...