Feb. 19th, 2011 | 01:21 pm
it's almost 3 am on another Friday night
the rain just keeps on falling, pretty uneventful night
bros gf isn't here and I'm relinquishing in the peace of quiet of the night. sad that as nice of a person as she is, she really does drive us insane.
can't sleep, been pretty bored out of my mind for a few hours but have been attempting to catch some sleep to be honest since no one is on black ops worth playing with.... nothing to want around with on the internet
funny at how I just now realized I coulda been working on my other blog
lawls oh how fail
yeah I kinda miss.... just blogging
for nothing,nhaha I wonder if I'll be assed enough to get out of bed tomorrow (yay not sleeping in the living room for tonigt hahaha, am at bros room and goddamn he's snoring - sometimes I get self conscious and wonder if I sound like that too sometimes and then makes me wonder how his girlfriend can take it... then of course would make ME wonder how anyone can...) I digress
i downloaded burlesque and black Swan
funny at how I haven't sat down long enough to bother to watch them /: haha
times like this i sometimes wonder and realize how alone we reall are in the world
or how lonely I really am and how much I missed having Shin around - all romantic feelings aside already since I'm sure I can safely walk Away now knowing I'm over him
it was a long and painful battle I'd be lying if i said I didn't regret it,'because I did. not all of it
but parts of it...
ash is always dead when I try and contact her
I feel meh,parts of me gets jealous but not to the point of raging
i don't know if I really like her or not
it's Probably just the distance and we don't see each other much or talk much
not that there really is much to talk about anyway now that I think about it
this is probably just another fling or flame that would die down again - I don't hold very high hopes for anything huh
ahaha
it's raining but I have an umbrella
I wonder if I'll go to the library tomorrow or walk to bed bath and beyond to look at shit I can afford for my none existent room
I use to just go around before when I was bored
but now I'm terrible limited to places I could simply walk to
I have my frilly black umbrella
maybe I'll try and go out. tomorrow
I want to try red lipstick
the rain just keeps on falling, pretty uneventful night
bros gf isn't here and I'm relinquishing in the peace of quiet of the night. sad that as nice of a person as she is, she really does drive us insane.
can't sleep, been pretty bored out of my mind for a few hours but have been attempting to catch some sleep to be honest since no one is on black ops worth playing with.... nothing to want around with on the internet
funny at how I just now realized I coulda been working on my other blog
lawls oh how fail
yeah I kinda miss.... just blogging
for nothing,nhaha I wonder if I'll be assed enough to get out of bed tomorrow (yay not sleeping in the living room for tonigt hahaha, am at bros room and goddamn he's snoring - sometimes I get self conscious and wonder if I sound like that too sometimes and then makes me wonder how his girlfriend can take it... then of course would make ME wonder how anyone can...) I digress
i downloaded burlesque and black Swan
funny at how I haven't sat down long enough to bother to watch them /: haha
times like this i sometimes wonder and realize how alone we reall are in the world
or how lonely I really am and how much I missed having Shin around - all romantic feelings aside already since I'm sure I can safely walk Away now knowing I'm over him
it was a long and painful battle I'd be lying if i said I didn't regret it,'because I did. not all of it
but parts of it...
ash is always dead when I try and contact her
I feel meh,parts of me gets jealous but not to the point of raging
i don't know if I really like her or not
it's Probably just the distance and we don't see each other much or talk much
not that there really is much to talk about anyway now that I think about it
this is probably just another fling or flame that would die down again - I don't hold very high hopes for anything huh
ahaha
it's raining but I have an umbrella
I wonder if I'll go to the library tomorrow or walk to bed bath and beyond to look at shit I can afford for my none existent room
I use to just go around before when I was bored
but now I'm terrible limited to places I could simply walk to
I have my frilly black umbrella
maybe I'll try and go out. tomorrow
I want to try red lipstick
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