Apr. 29th, 2011 | 05:24 pm
I
havent posted in here for so long, I havent really been bloggin lately
but am forcing myself for documentation purposes. I kept a real journal
IRL but I suck at writing in it too. I've only written so few in there
and half the time the shit in there doesnt make sense. All for the sake
of documentation that someday I'll wake up and be inspired to write a
story. Hah. Write a screen play? make a manga. W/e.
having not logged in for so long I found this in my drafts that should have been posted a month ago?
-> I haven't had coffee in a while - wait no , thats a lie. After Dland last weekend we stopped by a Krispy Kreme at Orange County, the donuts were super good - too good & too sweet. I barely worked my way through them, but I had to considering I dropped money for them. Yes, I'm still a stingy cow /:
but anyways, the coffee was terrible, no amount of sugar or Half &Half made it tolerable .____.
but I downed that shit anyway on the way home since I was running on 2 hrs of sleep and had to drive back to SD.
Still no luck on a 2nd job, my current job doesnt seem to be opening anything up in regards to Full Time anytime soon, and still no car. So I havent had much going on. In regards to anything. I've been sadly a lazy fuck and have avoided the gym for almost 2 weeks now, using the whole "I'm sore from moving" as an excuse. Considering the last 2 weeks prior to this last one - was spent hauling boxes and heavy stuff from one place to another since everyone and their mom was moving.
but out of all that - I finally got my own room - more on that on my public blog; dearxx.blogspot.com
I've kept this as a more 'private' blog /: but clearly nothing has been worth blogging about, that or I just simply havent had the urge to write anything anymore. So now I'm forcing myself to try and write something so I can come back and look back at these entries and see where I've been.... /: definitely nothing interesting.
/end old post.
<--
Now for my new post. I cant seem to find the right words I want to say so I'm just going to write this via time line basis.
I have been an emotional roller coast these last few weeks. Being so poor. So many things happening without much of our control. I've gone from, b'aww to being mad. To being lazy. And to just being 'blargh' and from irritated to just wanted to do absolutely nothing.
I need to get my shit together. I know I keep saying it. urgh. Fanime is probably not going to happen. I'm just too poor and depressing to go, but I've learned to try and put up a mask. I cant enjoy myself if I know i'm so poor and my life is not going anywhere. Working part time with little to no money is def going to drive someone insane.
4.27.2011
having not logged in for so long I found this in my drafts that should have been posted a month ago?
-> I haven't had coffee in a while - wait no , thats a lie. After Dland last weekend we stopped by a Krispy Kreme at Orange County, the donuts were super good - too good & too sweet. I barely worked my way through them, but I had to considering I dropped money for them. Yes, I'm still a stingy cow /:
but anyways, the coffee was terrible, no amount of sugar or Half &Half made it tolerable .____.
but I downed that shit anyway on the way home since I was running on 2 hrs of sleep and had to drive back to SD.
Still no luck on a 2nd job, my current job doesnt seem to be opening anything up in regards to Full Time anytime soon, and still no car. So I havent had much going on. In regards to anything. I've been sadly a lazy fuck and have avoided the gym for almost 2 weeks now, using the whole "I'm sore from moving" as an excuse. Considering the last 2 weeks prior to this last one - was spent hauling boxes and heavy stuff from one place to another since everyone and their mom was moving.
but out of all that - I finally got my own room - more on that on my public blog; dearxx.blogspot.com
I've kept this as a more 'private' blog /: but clearly nothing has been worth blogging about, that or I just simply havent had the urge to write anything anymore. So now I'm forcing myself to try and write something so I can come back and look back at these entries and see where I've been.... /: definitely nothing interesting.
/end old post.
<--
Now for my new post. I cant seem to find the right words I want to say so I'm just going to write this via time line basis.
I have been an emotional roller coast these last few weeks. Being so poor. So many things happening without much of our control. I've gone from, b'aww to being mad. To being lazy. And to just being 'blargh' and from irritated to just wanted to do absolutely nothing.
I need to get my shit together. I know I keep saying it. urgh. Fanime is probably not going to happen. I'm just too poor and depressing to go, but I've learned to try and put up a mask. I cant enjoy myself if I know i'm so poor and my life is not going anywhere. Working part time with little to no money is def going to drive someone insane.
4.27.2011
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