Nov. 20th, 2011 | 12:34 am

I dont want to say I feel cheated.

but I do.

I really do.

You caught my attention the moment I met you.

I worked up the foolish courage in me to try and approach you.

you were so much more meek, quiet, gentler...than I had expected.

you had such a strong demeanor about you.

With your tattoo and your smoke.

your hair.

your eyes.

your posture.

But instantly, I was at ease the moment I saw you smile.

you're amazing.

I hope you see that.

I hope you can see how amazing I am too.

you told me you were afraid to loose me.

I'm afraid to loose you too.

but i'm afraid to be alone.

I'm lonely.

perhaps thats why i fell for you so easily.

the way you treated me, the way you acted around me.

the way you touched me.

theway you made me feel human.

the way you made me feel like someone is capable of caring for me.

I wonder if all that was a lie.

an act.

I wonder if you care about someone else.