I wish you never gave me a taste of something I could never have (￣^￣)ゞ

Nov. 20th, 2011 | 12:32 am

I hope you never get sick of me
I hope you never grow tired of me

Thank you for putting up with me
I’m my the smartest
The prettiest
The funniest

Or anything like that
Yep you still gave me the time of day
A chance to open yourself up to me

People in our lives come and go

I had never meant for him to leave
But for his own sake
I had to let him go
We barely talk now
I hope we’re still friends

It was a good long 5 or so years
Drama
Heartache
Laughs
Shits and giggles
I know it’s something we could always look back on
….I know I still do

I hope we can grow into that as well
I hope you never get tired of me

I hope I never will hurt you like I did him

I hope you will never hurt me
I hope I won’t allow myself to be Hurt again.

I hope to realize my own self worth and understand I’m worth something and that things will work out someday

And understand I’m never alone since I know i got friends who care.

I’m sorry

But I can’t promise I would never hurt you

But I can promise you this…
I’d much rather be the one hurt than ever hurt you
Or ever put you in a position where you feel vulnerable
Hurt. Lost or confused

I’m not perfect

And you will always deserve better

But I don’t think I’m capable of moving on
Because I’m stupid and will hold onto the idea of you and me
Until you give me a reason to believe it never will be or can ever be

For my sake I ask you to be honest

Because I’m stupid and will continue to hold on till I break
And even then I’d probably still cling on because I want to be able to give you a reason to always smile
Even if I’m not the one that alway does it

Your afraid to loose me
But I hope you understand I’m just as much afraid of that as you are

More so…
On my part since I know I can be pretty incredibly stupid and would probably do things without thinking then regret it a whole bunch later

Because it affected you and your happiness

/: humans are selfish creatures
I wish we weren’t