I never imagine I could be such a rude child. But all that pent up anger/rage towards your disloyalty probably reved me up to say what I had to say.
Granted, I sprinkled sugar over them to make them less bad. But that doesn't excuse the fact that I've said rude things. I said all that because I was mad at you. You abandoned us, betrayed us. You might as well have fed us to the lions.
I want to say I hope guilt follows you. But I don't know if I'm that spiteful. Maybe I am.
I'm tired of being caught in between your squabbles. I just hope you realize how much you disappointed me and how much I don't need you in my life.
Its a shame.
Your such a mess.