As much as I'd like to say I blame you for making me turn out to be the person that I am - the old bitter and angry person that I am. I can't exactly shove all the blame onto you.

I mostly blame myself for not being a stronger person. For not being able to push out these feelings and block them all out.
For falling for all the lies and sparkles that you threw that blind sided me and thought things would be different.

Need to harden yourself again and not fall for the lies people throw at you.
You don't need them. They don't want you.