hate holidays

let me take a second to rant here LOL.
I don't really post much ranting blogs on my blogspot (dearxx.blogspot) because, no one wants to read that..I actually want to go and clean up that blog a bit. I haven't even had a chance to change the layout.

blargh but thats beside the point. I haven't even bothered changing or updating my tumblr either. lol. simplicity at its finest.

work. is. pissing. me. off.
no. let me rephrase that. Work always pisses me off.
But the holidays for a fact really brings out the best and worse in people - and when you work in customer service - you only see the worse in people.

I work in scheduling / customer service. I've had several customers calling and screaming demanding to get their installs done ASAP. Yes. Wouldn't we all want that done. I understand when you purchased a product this expensive and was given a set expectation you expect that to be met- as a customer. Yes. But really. You did not need to take it out on everyone else. That I can probably let it slide now looking at it on a customer perspective.

But the other thing that pisses me off. The phones won't stop ringing.  You just feel like your being choked and suffocated with the amount of calls ringing in. But yay. Job security.

But. There are several other people in the damn office and how much there are _ people walking around....

And how does a company expect you to function and work as an independent worker when they refuse to give you tools to help enable it.
You work the closing shift but have to pester a manager to override the system when you pretty much did all the leg work and know it can be done - has to be done.

And all I want for xmas is to be left alone. I want to enjoy a nice quiet night, with a nice glass of something alcoholic. And Call of Duty. But that isnt happening. Roomate's gf's family is coming to town.
we live in a tiny 2 bedroom condo with 5 people. Shit happened. My family had to move in with us.
I donotlikeherfamily. I just want to be left alone.
I work till late xmas evening and I have xmas day off but I go back to work the following day after.

I haven't had a 'vacation' in a while.
I just booked my hotel for ALA in January. I won't be staying in the hotel the con is being held at. I'm not in the biggest mood to go tbh. But its that or be at home with my brothers gf. I think the lesser of the two evil is to go to ALA.
And their shitty internet connection. I doubt I can connect to xbox live or even get on CounterStrike from there. orz.

It'd be nice to go and see friends I guess but I'm feeling quite like a hermit lately.

I've been in such a bad mood lately. Forever bitter and mad. Then again, when am I not.

/end rant.